Sunday, October 9, 2005
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thank you for all the good wishes on my birthday!
I got full and the lovely gifts including a digital camera ...
And I'm pretty hard time, I want to finally put pictures on! Would like to start the upload but my problem is I know how to net the inserted here and how I still make the cut ...
so please help me and give me a very accurate description;)
Thursday, September 29, 2005
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me today it 's really really good! : D reached 47.9
.. jaaa
my tag:
school was pretty ok ... had psychology and it was really interesting ...
was then I swim ... Unfortunately, only 20 minutes because I had foot cramps constantly ... hmpf
I was shopping short and've got a new pants size get in the 152: D jaaajajajajaa
aaand then I was even invited to eat tomorrow for (what irony) .. and I'm looking animal:)
with the Effexor I've never started non .. I think I will take aggressive in the beginning of the week ...
hach people ..
finally a day where it is really nice to me again ..
I enjoy it.
Sunday, September 25, 2005
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me it is not good.
somehow.
today is a really crappy day. everything goes wrong (even though nothing happens and I sit around just stupid), I have no desire to do something, clean up any desire to go to the other ...
I feel like crazy have things to do. which would only understand a few people: (I feel terrible
solves ephedrine capsule currently in my stomach ... and I want to continue. Eat ...
2kleine bits of meat and half a bun ..
I must stop eating.
I need to lose weight again.
48.5 ... too much. far too much.
what should I do to? I really have to have a little more discipline and I have no desire to try ALWAYS a friendly face to make. you know what I want to do again? Once in the morning to go uni .. NICHTSaussagendem with my facial expression. with my feelings that plague me, .. I would not laugh, do not be friendly. just walk up only, I do not adjust and go again .. without being viewed equally stupid .. are not the same as always-depressing stamped tussi to.
I can not and will not always mask ... Bear I need it every day so much power ... and it is increasingly difficult to stand still as attentive and smiling .. I do not want any more.
Just take me as I AM!
and today I'm just depressed, self-destructive and melancholy.
but then craps on my face ... even if my mouth hang down .. does not matter .. but let me simply. let me know.
I hardly go out of the house, I'm
who else.
as was the silver wedding? Bed
hard to say .. I was already at 2 in the back too much because I was ... It has served me and my parents were there also in order. they know me!
I hate it ...
and food technology.
as I said.
48.5. still not enough ... I had expected more, ... so at 50kg, .. because of the heavy food and alcohol. but ok. I'm 45 ... no later than next week, at least 2kg be gone ....
I will again go to bed ... tomorrow we go back to uni ... tomorrow ... and I have no desire to be honest ... even if it's so good there. I just want to meet anyone, do not have to talk to anyone in the eye ...
oh yes ...
what it means to be a last time when my hands and feet in the efforts or sneeze every time to awful and disgusting tingle? thus, making it almost hurts ... somehow I do I care ..
but whatever ... what I have to lose?
have a nice sunday ....
Sunday, August 21, 2005
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I got the job I have the job iiich haaab joooob deeen: D * jet *
Saturday, August 20, 2005
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World Youth Day. Oh my God. Why
had to choose my friends also just a week for his vacation? ... * * Urgs well ...
I actually had so much before the we ... but I have summarily a date for trial work in a restaurant to get ...
also I feel so terrible again .. I'm so so increased and they hach. it sucks so much! . Nervt (nervr annoying my sister is also soon to be home, what annoys me as well .., silver wedding is soon here .. even more stress ..
Friday, August 5, 2005
Saturday, July 16, 2005
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Waaagh! good. I
visit us again.
and: yes I actually do not have time to hang out and break.
I put it is precisely the middle of the course (the netherlands) and really has a heck of a lot of vocabulary * * urgs
in between I was still in mallorca, NEN short vacation ..
like me then? yes .. pretty good actually ..
since I stopped my pill did walk me generally much much better ..
my mood, the aufrteten, the tingle in my legs taken off .. I .. what more could you want:) I'm glad I've done this step, yes ... :)
the depris are still there .. too often, and nasty, but I'll handle it better ...
maaann. It sounds as if past years: D I know ..
is Sun
point.
tschö.
Saturday, July 2, 2005
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Congratulations later than 18 Birthday beatthepussyup !
I hope you're well and had celebrated NEN good day: *
Saturday, May 14, 2005
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Happy Birthday raspberry !!
I wish you a very nice day and let you rich gift! *
Monday, May 9, 2005
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tomorrow is my last test: (
orally Psychology 42 Summary page * FEAR * but totally
Help Help Help
Thursday, April 28, 2005
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mmh, at my LJ is not working properly right now ... I can scroll through the pages no longer friends! Is that with you too? or you know why this is?
I'm sorry, but I can not therefore commenter so much because I can read all net!
Anna
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
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Congratulations marie ling !
All the best and let rich gift! I wish you a very nice day
Monday, April 25, 2005
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(a pity that today no one can leave comments there)
;...): D
DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANKE BEAUTIFUL! : -*
Friday, April 22, 2005
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half time.
tests still second one of them orally.
the others .. the hell. I hope that I get in math at least 2 or 3 points (the divine wäree only a dream I CAN NOT SAY
comes and now..! non with "jaa .. kooomm .. .. anything can manage it determines" NO, I do not peil it, I figure it does nothing and even the vorklausur ... na wat should we let this
.
main thing I get my total 100punkte ..
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
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waaaaas.
as a tax consultant will buy a picture of me.
madness. I'm shallow. € 150 ... woah ...
edit: 175 euro! : D haaaaa ...
Friday, April 8, 2005
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calling to all of you reading this straight:
know if it a good homepage, with a nice design then please tell me of this .. I need a "flagship site" for an important job!
so please biiiitteee ago with all the links:) thank
Wednesday, April 6, 2005
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I 've been thinking a lot the last few days and brooding, but not a piece've become smarter. All I know is that my problem is bigger than I first thought. And why? Confrontation. I am so upset and confused, and I like the moment is not "more" thinking .. Finally, I stand just before Abi and I have to focus on .. at least so far as is possible and it makes my head! How do I feel? And how I feel? Do not ask but ... I'd love to write everything again, flushing, this can be, .. but what brings me the if there are only superficialities eh, do not touch me after 4 or 5 days ... I understand not so much at the moment, everything is very difficult for me, I speak dangling between two worlds and have had enough of it, not fight this feeling .. But as I said I find it too hard! And alone anyway ... I still simmers in so many things want to get out .. (The "it") but I will not allow it! Bla bla bla. I am not the only issue, THE I KNOW! But I can feel the problems of the other NOT ... I do not know how to do it my friend, after the call yesterday, I do not know how my ex feels best friend when he looks into my eyes and just a missing eye gets back .. I do not know. And I do not know often. Then it to quickly .. too much to fully loaded, .. I just want out. My body has never felt so cruel, my voice was no longer as bad, I was not so long depressed and self-destructive, as in these last days. I just want out. No, not on holidays or with friends .. I want OUT! feel all this time not for a moment, nothing to remember, see, hear, ... But that shit like now I write almost every time, right? And barely read, seen .... Therefore, perhaps the end. I do not know yet.
I find it so difficult ...
Sunday, April 3, 2005
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Congratulations creamcat !! Let's give presents you rich and beautiful celebration!
All the best!
Monday, March 21, 2005
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NO! I It is not good. That is why I write, too.
note I'm done with the nerves. I'm afraid, and I will like to get away and just disappear. I want to hide until it's all over ...
I'm filthy aggressive ... destructive ...
I hate and cry ...
inside I was bursting!
I think it is NOT!!
it can go on not really .. and NO, this time I do not speak or eat off of!
it is all ... the school, my fucking sister, friends .. I!
no ..
I feel really bad.
I have to get out.
got to go.
soon.
Friday, March 11, 2005
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I eat too much to the
And not enough to stay alive
I'm sitting in the middle waiting
Days since I last pissed
Cheeks sunken and despaired
So gorgeous sunk to six stone
Lose my only remaining home
See my third rib appear
A week later all my flesh disappears
Stretching taut, cling-film on bone
I'm getting better
Karen says I've reached my target weight
Kate and Emma and Kristin know it's fake
Problem is diet's not a big enough word
I wanna be so skinny that I rot from view
I want to walk in the snow
And not leave a footprint
I want to walk in the snow
And not soil its purity
Stomach collapsed at five
Lift up my skirt my sex is gone
Naked and lovely and 5st. 2
May I bud and never flower
My vision's getting blurred
But I can see my ribs and I feel fine
My hands are trembling stalks
And I can feel my breasts are sinking
Mother trys to choke me with roast beef
And sits savouring her sole Ryvita
That's the way you're built my father said
But I can change, my cocoon shedding
I want to walk in the snow
And not leave a footprint
I want to walk in the snow
And not soil its purity
Kate and Kristin and Kit Kat
All things I like looking at
Too weak to fuss, too weak to die
Choice is skeletal in everybody's life
I choose my choice, I starve to frenzy
Hunger soon passes and sickness soon tires
Legs bend, stockinged I am Twiggy
And I don't mind the horror that surrounds me
Self-worth scatters, self-esteem's a bore
I long since moved to a higher plateau
This discipline's so rare so please applaud
Just look at the fat scum who pamper me so
Yeh 4st. 7, an epilogue of youth
Such beautiful dignity in self-abuse
I've finally come to understand life
Through staring blankly at my navel
Wednesday, March 9, 2005
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die migräne attacken werden irgendwie immer schlimmer und ich habe erst im juli einen termin in der klinik! das ist echt nich fair..
just yesterday.
I've done it a std to stay in school ..
was and then puking all morning and half dying in bed ... : (Now I feel like new born Japanese .. So if niiie would have been something ..
does it so damn fast in last time and somehow makes me fear that I'm so often sick .. clear isses with me certainly the psychedelic .. but that's the only reason?
tonight I must go off again.
And again I do not want and would prefer for it to push me to lie in my bed .. but no. I have there ... I can finally press does not always hide .. and also about our abi ball .. which I also very important is!
hach ja ...
I've just squashed ne packaging toffifee
Sunday, March 6, 2005
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I despair at the firm:! (
I'll write tomorrow vorklausur math and I really really really nothing I am so ready ... shit man .. I'm totally in the ass ! I'm so frightened! afterwards 2 hours tuition ... I read through so many things to me and write as viekl but I understand nothing at all! what should I do? SCGHEEEEEEIßE!
Monday, February 28, 2005
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please Fingers crossed, biting
tomorrow go vorklausuren for ABI los * screaming *
Thursday, February 24, 2005
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me the flu caught
.. but really .., wäääh ... it feels so cruel at all ..
am only at the time rumstöhnen ...
hilfäääää
Sunday, February 20, 2005
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is to get up nice and has the world all non-NEN hangover except itself?
terrible ...
4nachts to pop the doors, ... it is whining ..
own fault ..
and I'm sitting around here because no one running well only halfway in the situation is! ;)
man man man ....
should I feel split in two again and I do not know who I think I'm half-day .. if I sit here so still and think to have to do the same sport, but it probably creates non eh again because I could cry .. I am depressed and have been sleeping badly .. done easily.
other hand, do I look like my treasure again ... the last 3 days I've never seen (almost everyone else) and looking forward already .. because we finally get out again something ..
but also the tips to quickly .. probably because we go back somewhere, what chat or something ...
juhu.
and tomorrow is Monday.
that means?
start of the week! schuuule ..
I really am so glad that's over ..
me yesterday have been a part of my prom dress bought .. huuu ... I am so happy ..
and certainly no one should be on the ball;)
Saturday, February 12, 2005
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days after some difficult times but again what I write in my diary a little.
I have some dazugerlent this time.
my father's brother example is an asshole.
a huge asshole.
2days after the death of his mother, he asks, "had not a life insurance?" sounds to non so bad, but this is just wankers on the shitty money from ...
but of something fierce. he fills up even on our behalf and we must cough up for it? Hello! Whats wrong?
well ...
me it is anyway better slowly ..
the funeral was a lot harder than I had thought ... I thought it would actually presented less "bad" .. cried so hard ..
but no matter. I highly
not get it all wills.
have a headache ...
wiedermal and determination.
as in some.
many hinischt ind.
Tuesday, February 8, 2005
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